what was sorority anyways?&Aşk Kırıntıları

Thanks for all the comments people,i really appreciate your care;)Again, dont worry,there is not sth wrong with me..It was just one of my chronic depression attacks.
So..today i woke up,and on my way to the restroom,i saw these greek letters on the doors of other rooms,and i remember an insight voice going, "OMFG".."Sorority"..
So what the fuck is sorority?It s this weird union of a huge bunch of girls(american girls,i dont know if i needed to explain;) )on campus. They claim that, they will be/are the sisters of eachothers bla bla..But in fact, the real thing is, Sorority is paying money for getting friends,having a plastic smile on the faces,saying"awesome"to everything possible,getting pretentious friendships..The way they talk,the way they get dressed,it is all the same.And for some reason, all the girls in this union are so excited to be in this group.
On friday or saturday night(i think saturday), i was coming back from dinner,and i have heard this freshman girl,talking on the phone, saying: "but you know, i dont wanna regret after a couple of years that i havent gotten into sororities..and you know,now they dont know anything about me,they will just think that i dont want them..but if i get in, they will be like my sisters and they will understand and will not judge me when i give it up and tell them the reason.."
You idiot, are you sure that your power is on?(which is another way of saying,are you sure your brain is working,honey?)-in case one of those visit my page,finding out from facebook,it will be hard to understand for them:), well i dont think i have any friends from those,but well..-
I m not saying ,all american girls are stupid or suck, but unfortunately most of them do..
Today was a random day,but i had a nice phone conversation..not so qualitative maybe,but honest.
Any thoughts about sorority girls are welcome;) btw, there is one union for guys,called fraternities(EWWW)
P.S:I put up pictures and posters in the walls,and you see some pictures in the background.

Turkish time..
Yukarida amerikan kizlarinin sorority(universitelerdeki kizlar birligi) gruplarinda soz etmistim..Ama burda bunu yazmak istemedim pek..Onemli biseyler degiller gercekten..Bi grup kiz, arkadas birbirleriyle arkadas olmak icin para oduyorlar isin gercegi..
Bu arada herkese,gecen seferki 20 yorum icin tesekkurler:)ilk defa oldu da:)
Neyse, dun gece saat 2ye kadar son anda cikan ekonomi odevimi yapmak zorunda kaldim,sabah da uykusuz kaldim gerci biraz,ama onemi yok artik..
Su anda odada calisan bi TV var, yani televizyon cok izlemem ama yine de bir sesin olmasi iyi oluyor bazen,en azindan birazcik daha ev havasi oldu..Duvarlari da biraz duzelttik mi sorun yok..
Benim asil soylemek istedigim...Dun gece,burda yasal olmamasina ragmen internetten teomanin son albumundeki sarkilari indiriyordum, ve ask kirintilari sarkisina bayildim..isteyenler buraya gelsin!
Ask Kirintilari
yaklaştırsana yavaş yavaş kendini bana.
al içine tekrar derinine sakla,kat kasırgana
yalan söyleme bak gözlerime bitmiş olamaz.
yokla ceplerini aşk kırıntıları kalmış olmalı.biraz.

aşk kırıntısıyla doymaktansa
aç kalırım tek başıma bu hayatta
paylaşacak bir şey atık yoksa
bir erkekle bir kadın arasında

yürürüm ipte,ağım yokken hemde,
kopkoyu içim
inan çok çalıştım bu kalpsiz dünyayı sevebilmek için.
neyim var ki sanki senden baÅŸka
hadi son birkez ceplerini yokla
aşk kırıntıları kalmış olmalı biraz..

Sarki sozleri ruh halimi yansitti sanki..Ask kirintilari da sanirim bana kalan tek sey..Kirintidan fazlasinin olmasini isterdim,kocaman bir parca..Cok mu istiyorum?