Numbness is ahead, I write to defreeze myself..

Back in Richmond and some photos

Sunday, March 12, 2006


Well..I finally arrived back and my roommate is already sleeping so i m trying to be really quiet since she drove all the way..
Feels weird...There is a life after UWC for sure..Just that i started to believe, it is really up to us to keep the friendship..and even help it get a bigger step up..this was the one really important thing i learned over this break..
Yesterday night i was feeling weird..Especially going to bed at 5am and knowing that i have only 5hours and 50 min. more to stay there..I wrote this short letter to k. and gave her in the morning..it was 1 week only, and in fact it was enough for me to really get used to and feel sad again on the way back and now..
I just need to see the people who are important for me, and as long as i m alive and manage to save some money( fuck money!), i ll do my best to meet again..since it is the only thing left...

Other than these depressing stuff..I really lived a road trip today..sleep for 4 hours, get on the bus, arrive in Boston, wait for my roommate...Until New Jersey everything was perfect..But 1 hour after New Jersey, we got lost..And i was sick and tired of seeing 49WEST, and New Jersey coast which was non of our intention but were obliged to in order to get to Delaware Memorial Bridge..Took us 1.5 hour to be back in track...At least i m back, not that i like the fact of being in richmond, but at least i dont need to travel more, cause i really doubt whether i can take more travelling today or not..
Other funny thing is, the camera which these photos were taken with fell on my head the previous day when i was innocently sleeping..Still hurts..:D
As promised, i m gonna put up some pictures as well..To start with, neither K., nor I are lesbians, we just wanted to have a small, moviesh kiss photo( i kiss my mum like this as well:) ). Here they are..




22 comments:

Mr_TD said...

Bu kadar yolun üstüne , oturup bir de bunlari mi yaziyorsun,cikar birde camlsri falan silersin sen simdi :-)

Hosgeldin.

Tugc said...

kafama dusen fotograf makinasindan olacak galiba:)

Burcu Karadaş said...

bi daha yolda yoruldum çemkirmesi yapmıcam diycem ama ben ya.taddını çıkarmışın daha sen de zaten.sızlanma:))

fotolar için bize bi şey ispatlamak zorunda değilsin.senin tercihlerin diomuşum:D:D:D

Burcuk said...

Tugceeee cok eglenceli olmus gibi duruyor valla:) Spring break miydi? Guzel gectigine sevindim:)

OzgeBozkurt said...

kız o öpüştüğün kız arkadaşın değil mi?? sizi lezolar sizii :P
İyi eğlenmişe benziyosunuz :D Bizde bi tatil yapabilsek :(

OzgeBozkurt said...

ördek öpücüğü diyoz biz kuzenimle ona :P
Ayy seçili özledim :D

Anonymous said...

Making out is making out, no matter who (or what... for those who are in those kind of things...) you do it with... hahahaha.
Good night & sweet dreams.

Kabooom

Anonymous said...

ne zmndir yoktum...blog'un tam gaz gidiyo masallah....
Bu arada cok sanatsal opusmussunuz yaw...benim de cnm istedi simdi..;) ama tercihen karsi cinsten olsun:))..

insanin sevdigi insanlarla bulusmasi cok guzel bisey gercekten..ama yaninda olmasalar bile ihtiyacin oldugu zaman yaninda olucaklarini bilmek bile cok onemli bence...

bize dusen de..su anda bulundugumuz yerde mutlu olup..bu ortamda da guzel insanlari bulup yolumuza devam etmek heralde...

neyse hosgeldin...blogunu okumak cok zevkli bu arada, soylemeden gecmiyiim, ellerine saglik...:)

Yazarken Eğlenen Adam said...

Ah öğrencilik günlerim...
Eskiyi hatırladım şimdi bizde gezer kaybolurazar dururduk...
Ah ah ah...

Tugc said...

>burcyni<
Yok yok sikayet etmiyorum;)
>burcuk<
evet spring break, gercekten iyi geldi..
>ozge<
evet lezo olmaya karar verdim ben, erkeklerden hayir yok;)
>onur<
gercekten zevkli okumak? cok sevindim, tesekkur ederim;)
>atonica<
valla keske richmondda olmasaydik, yada arabam olsaydi..

Anonymous said...

cilgin genclik, tutmayin beni, ben de gelicem, size yemek vs, yapar temizlik isleriyle ilgilenirim, ay cok ozendim yaw! eski gunler!!
guzellik, bu gunlerin tadini cikar, ask mi yasiycan, depresyona mi giricen, mutlu mu olucan, hepsini sonuna kadar, tadina vara vara yasa, sonra ozluyosun :)
hosgeldin!

Tugc said...

>kabooom<
Well,since you are not willing to do sth, i decided to turn gay and make out with Kate:) kidding..
Good luck a loot with the exams;) I ll go and study now as well, i have a midterm tomorrow.

Tugc said...

>zeynep<
Hos buldum efendim..Sanirim boyle yasanmasi gerekli..Ben pisman olmayi sevenlerden degilim..O yuzden herseyi yasamak istiyorum..icki de bu yasta daha cok iciliyor, depresyon da bu yasta daha cok oluyor, hersey daha cok..Ama ben seni de katabilirim yasamima,..Cidden ben sanki seni ablammissin gibi hissediyorum zeynep ya:)hani hic tanismadik ama..

Anonymous said...

gel ablana :) canim, tuhaf bir sekilde ben de seni kardesim gibi goruyorum, ben en kucugum ailede, kardesim yok,. sen de benim gibisin, ben de pisman olmayi sevenlerden degilim ve hayatimda su ana kadar yasadigim hicbirseyden pisman olmadim, zira hepsi benim secimimdi. yasa gitsin, hayat bir suru yuzunu gosteriyor bize, bazen canimizi yakiyor, bazen ayaklarimizi yerden kesiyor. dilerim mutlluluklar daha cok ve kalici olur, acilar, uzuntuler az ve gecici. ickini de ic, ben de iciyorum, serefe :) guzel sozlerin icin tesekkur ederim, bir gun karsilasiriz yuzyuze nasil olsa!

Anonymous said...

yeah, you know the people... doesn't matter right now. will tell you over a chat some time later ...

Tugc said...

>zeynep<
ben de ailenin buyugum, ondan olcak heralde:) bu arada PJ harvey e bayildim, unutmustum soylemeyi. Ben bugun ders calisayim biraz, cumaya icelim, serefe yapalim;)
>K.<
Ok, i ll talk to you definitely;) just write me when you are online.

Gerbrith said...

I'm glad to se eyou were smoking waterpipe.. makes me all fuzzy inside =)
Also, it is enjoyable to see that Tomas is still alive, although his hairdo is quite... special =P
Looks like you had a great time, and I'm really glad... did you say hi to them for me?

Tugc said...

>Gerbrith<
Of course i saif hi from you;) the day you wrote the comment, i told them:)
Waterpipe is cool, but would be cooler if we had 2 waterpipes:D

Handan said...

Ben de tatile çıkmak istiyorum :(

Hoşdöndün :)

Tugc said...

>handan<
Tesekkur ederim;)

Anonymous said...

cok sevimli yaaa:)))
bende bende o zamanlarıma gerı donmek ıstıyorum:(
tumuyle yasa!!!

Tugc said...

>zynep<
Geri alalim sizi olmaz mi?Hem yas insanin icindedir;)

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