New Directions Prom

Well,whatever..i deleted the old post..I m such a short tempered person sometimes and when someone just talks sarcastically or sth like that, i can burn the whole house for one small thing...Anyways...If i keep writing this, i know that it is gonna come to a point that i ll delete this post and then the whole blog too..
People ask me, how come i can be relaxed about writing my life and my feelings openly like this, on a public page..The point is, i dont find it disturbing, irritating or disrespectful..I mean we live everything publicly, why cant i tell them, too? I dont know..I ll shut up..
I ll talk about the title instead..Yes, i went to a party on a cruising boat on saturday. The party was called New Directions Prom, which basically represents the gay community on the campus..But in the party there were both gays and straight people..

My friends bought a ticket for me, however as always when it was morning, i actually felt like not going..But i didnt know how to tell them that i dont wanna go, since iw as invited and stuff..However, later i changed my mind and said " Fuck this, i ll go and stop being annoying to myself". And i really do not regret going there..
This was the first party which most of the people are Americans and there were few internationals. But the people were cool, they didnt really care..and it was a good way of not thinking about problems you might have.
We went to a place next to the river downtown by bus, then we got on the ship. And the cruise was 3hours long.After returning back to the campus, we decided to smoke waterpipe, since the weather was not that cold and was actually pretty chill..By the time i went to bed, it was like 5-6am.
The fruits we had in the ship were delicious, i couldnt keep myself from eating strawberries all the time..
One of the funny things behind the scene was, my purple shoes..Let me tell..Well, i dont wear high heels, and the only shoes i have, which kinda looks like high heel but actually not anyways, are purple..And unlike other people, i try to choose a dress that fits with those shoes:)

The other funny thing is, i m a high heel disabled person..And at sone point, my friend was so uncomfortable with her high high heel shoes..So i offered her to change, since we both were wearing the same size..God,that was painful..:) Heniways..I m putting some photos.
(Turkish)
Gecen postu sildim, cunku birileri beni gercekten sinir etti..Ve ben piri icin yorgan yakan bir insan oldugumdan, sinirlenip siliverdim..Bir keresinde sirf bu yuzden butun blogu silmistim..
Hayir anlamiyorum..Ben yazmayi seviyorum, ve hayatimi da rahat rahat yazabilen bir insanim..neden insanlar bu yuzden bu kadar sacmasapan davranip, bunu gecmise saygisizlik olarak goruyorlar anlamiyorum..Offf yaaaaa..Sinirleniyorum bak yine..Neyse..

Basligi aciklayayim..Ben cumartesi gunu okuldaki bir klubun hazirladigi, gay partisine gittim..Herkes gay degildi, yari yariya diyebiliriz sanirim..Belki gay olmayanlar daha bile fazlaydi..Gittigim ilk amerikan nufusu daha fazla olan bir partiydi..
ben her zamanki gibi tembel davranip, o sabah gitmek istemedim ama daha dogrusu karar degistirdim ve mor ayakkabilarimla uyacak bir elbise bulup, gitmeye karar verdim..- Ben yuksek topuk ozurlu bir insanim ve de sahip oldugum tek topukluya benzer sik ayakkabi mor oldugundan, diger insanlarin aksine, ben ayakkabima uyacak kiyafet bulmaya calisiyorum.-:)
Parti 3 saat boyunca gemideydi, gemi nehirin uzerinde bir tur atti ve geri donduk..Geri dondukten sonra, nargile ictik arkadaslarlar..Cunku hava oldukca hostu diger gecelere kiyasla..
Neyse..fotolari koyuyorum..icimden daha fazla yazmak gelmedi birden..