It was rainy yesterday...started raining out of nowhere..you get inside the building when it was warm and sunny, and then you get out..there is rain..you walk without caring..because i was used to rain..rain was a piece of me from Flekke,Norway..Getting soaked under the Rain was our daily habit...Then today...
I wake up in the morning, it is almost may, and it has been sunny lately-except yesterday night's rain-; however the weather is a bit chilly today..it is windy and unlikely cold for the last days of april..after my class i gotto go to health center, which is behind my dorm..when i m walking by the road, next to the intramural field, between the trees, smelling the air' i suddenly flashbacked to the previous year...felt the bitter happiness, if that could be called happiness..to keep the flashback for a while at least, i blocked my ears, changed my sight-so that i wouldnt see so many cars around-and walked back to my room...started to play pink floyd for myself...my favourite of them.."comfortably numb"...one day i ll be comfortably numb too...
It is sad that, this weather could not bring the past, but the flashbacks..
This weather and the whole flashback reminded me of a poem in turkish..the poet was saying: " this beautiful weather was the reason of my failure " (Orhan Veli Kanik)
Beni bu guzel havalar mahvetti....dusundurdu, icimi uyandirdi, kendimi kandirdigimi gosterdi...ben kendimi eskide buldum yine...ama flashbackten baska bisey de yapamadim..
Numbness is ahead, I write to defreeze myself..
the weather...
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Posted by Tugc at 5:34 PM
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Döktürmüssün yine :)hawalar nasıl olursa olsun yaa umrumda olmazdı.O yanımda olsaydı durumları mewcut sanırım bende.yagmurmus camurmus hepsı onla guzel olur sonucda :)
>fatih<
tesekkur ederim:) eh tabi oyle bi olay da var, ama ya bu havalar onu hatirlatiyorsa?..oyle bisey iste...
its funny how rain remind us on Norway. We usually have short showers here in Florida, and the first drop I feel on me I immediately think of Norway and get happy that it started raining....ah...i hate that "stupid, annoying, depressing, never-stoping" rain..:(
and HATE was supposed to be in ""
amra, yesterday i was in front of the library,and it was raining like hell..And i was with a girl from pearson..And then a guy came, and told that girl that she should have been used to rain..and she said that it disint rain in canada, and then he said "oh, you are used to snow,right?"..and she said 'no' again..and i was like, "rain and snow were our specialty..it is weird..i even miss that annoying rain sometimes..
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