Dear world;

Sorry world,
I have been ignorant and indifferent and annoyed towards you lately, because You are not satisfying me these days,at all.. I always look for the ways to make you more colourful, to blend you with all sorts of colours which can surround me with the surrealism of the combination..However, you are like pure white..No, not because you are so innocent, and clean..But because when you get all the colours to be mixed, they make you look white..and i dont like white..I like when they blend eachother, make random borders with one colour to another, rather than just getting mixed...
I am truely sorry that i feel like bitching at everything and everyone for no reason..But, i cannot, because when i bitch at people, whom i care, out of no reason, then i hurt them..And the ones here havent reached the state of taking the burden of my random fucked upness attacks..So, they might get hurt, and then i would start feeling guilty, which would make the whole thing lose the meaning..
Sorry world..I dont like you these days...And sorry, i m so lazy to fight right now..Maybe later...
Yours sincerally,
TugCe Ozsoy

P.S: I have been listening to this turkish song today most of the time...The name of the song is " Let the time stop". i tried to translate as best as i can..
You say "stop, let the time stop"..But,
Life is not a game.
even though you might not believe,
Comprehend that there is an end,
As a stubborn reflex to everyone..
You say, "let the world hear and keep turning",But;
Life is not a game..
Understand that you dont have a choice, dont wake up,
As a stubborn reflex to the past years..

Dursun Zaman dursun diyorsun da,
Oyun degil ki yasamak..
Sen inanmasan da bir son var anla,
Herkese inat...
Duysun seni donsun diyorsun da,
Oyun degil ki yasamak..
Yok bir caren anla, sakin uyanma,
Yillara inat...