Sometimes it gets really annoying, when you are in the mood of doing so much stuff, and then there is noone to share that pleasure with you.
i dont know, yesterday night, i really was in the mood of doing sth, because i had a hell week and really wanted to chill out..But there was basically noone..Everyone had excuses..One says she is so lazy to walk, the other says s/he is tired and dont feel like doing sth but tells you that you should do sth and call someone else and s/he is sure that there will be someone who will want to do sth, and another is not even reachable, and the other does sth else, bla bla...So you just end up with good clothes,with good mood leaving its place to anger and frustration, consuming 10-15 cig.s..
And then at some point, you just decide,"ok, since everybody else sucks, it is only me and i need to do some stuff and cheer myself up"..And you grab the microphone, btw i m saying it literally, i really found a mic. and started talking..And then make others smile too..And then after some late time, people feel in the mood of doing sth and then you say, ok whatever but go anyways..
The next day when you wake up, it is all the same..however you cannot complain, because it is no use and knowing that it is not gonna make any change pisses you off more..
Aaah well..i guess i m just bullshitting..I just need something to drink then i ll be fine..How ironic is it that i cannot even go and buy alcohol..
Anyways..Maybe i should just stop complaining and suffer...Here is a cool song..
Numbness is ahead, I write to defreeze myself..
Sucks..
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Posted by Tugc at 10:20 PM
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hey sorry we weren't around until later last night :( if you want to chill tonight we'll be here all night
also, don't know if dily told you yet but we're getting thai food tonight if you wanna join :)
give me a call...
oh, and i like the song
süper bir şarkı yine :)
>ryan<
who is going to get thai food? i would like to join, but let me know who is going..
No, i m not angry with you or sth..It s just like, i really wanted to hang out with those girls a bit, we are so aparted, and they always have excuses..and it pisses me off that it always happens when i wanna do sth..
>emir bey<
kesinlikle:)
Yeah, you should just stop complaining. Enjoy, life is beautiful!!! :)
Your life, not other's!
>oktay<
dont worry, i m not living for others..it is a different thing..it is just living your life with people you care about..
Tugcecim biliyorum bu hissi cok iyi:( bazen harbiden denk gelmiyor ama iste bunu da dusunmek lazim aslinda, cevrende bir suru dostun olsa da bir zaman geliyor pat diye yalniz basina kaliyorsun, hatta bazen cevrende/yaninda olmalarina ragmen yalniz hissediyorsun kendini...Guclu olmak lazim.)
>burcuk<
canimcim biliyorum oyle oldugunu ama bu haftalardir boyle ve her seferinde millet bahane yaratiyo, yok ders calismam lazim yok bilmem ne diye..Yani sadece 1 gunle ilgili birsey degil..YAni birkac saat ayirmak haftada birgun o kadar zor olmamali ve bunlar benim burdaki en yakin arkadaslarim.. :)
Are you there?
>anonymous<
i guess so :S
>d.<
i know..a friend of mine was playing the song just with piano..it was unbelievable.
Oh, ok.
>anonymous<
What?
Nothing.
>anonymous<
no comment..
cool blog
keep on writing which helps you to improve your creativity
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