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Sunday, November 19, 2006


I am bored :(

it feels like there is nothing so exciting...

Maybe i should try smoking up..

But still, at least i m not depressed...
but i mean, kva da fuck is this?

i wanna scream...


what is the difference between masage and choking? a friend of mine almost choked me while masaging on friday night..it was funny though..choking prevents you from thinking,too..maybe i should try that more often when i dont wanna think..but it is like failure in failure (as it says in the best page in the universe), since you know that you IN FACT dont wanna choke yourself but just prevent thinking...hmmm...sounds like a weird piece of wisdom :)

Did Eros quit his job? or all the aphrodisiacs are having whole time winter siestas?

It is getting cold in here...

But i ll be going to NYC on wednesday night..which is actually colder..
Unfortunately NYC is damn expensive, so i wont even afford for Broadway theatres.. ($90)

I figured out today that there is actually some people who are capable of talking WAAAAAYY more than I am..i swear, the guy at the brunch table yesterday,who i actually know from before too, does not even breathe in between the sentences, and One can only focus between 1/4th or 1/5th of what he is saying...Dilyana was right when she was telling me with horror how much he actually talks..She was like " Tugce, this is nothing comparable to you, he doesnt stop.." :))
Well, at least i m a favourite of someone..She calls me "My favourite Tugce"... as if she knows another Tugce...but it is cute though...

Smoking hookah is such a relaxing thing...especially now i discovered my favourite flavour mix... Caramel and Liqourish... It tastes, amazing...

Maybe, i should shut up,too...My mum used to tell me when i was a thin kid(ohh those days, once upon a time, i was thin actually ).." if you spend the time you are talking for eating, you would be well nourished.."Luckily, i have never listened to her...Then, i would have ended up as a walking balloon now...

But still...It is still boring...Would my roommates kill me if i just went and woke them up for nothing, like just for fun?

Hmm...Actually some people really have romantic love stories...Not that i would like so much romantism...even my friends here cannot portrate me as a romantic girl... i m more like a wood lately...
But, i mean there are nice wooden furnitures, arent there :D

Actually 2 people got married on campus yesterday..How ironic is that, and how awkward do you need to be in order to get married in your university capella? i mean, on monday, the husband and the wife (la mujer y el marido :D )will wake up, hold hands and go to their classes :)

Ok ok...Good night...

20 comments:

Emir said...

Ne sirin bakmissin resimde oyle, bi de ustune bu kadar "canim sIkIldI" muhabbeti yapinca nedense bana bizim kediyi hatirlattin:)

Emir said...

Bu arada deminki benim, google moogle karisti iyice accountlar :P

Yeditepe İstanbul said...

"Did Eros quit his job?"

I don't think so ;)

Emir Bey said...

fotoğrafta boynunuz kırılmış sandım bir an :) eğlendim kendi kendime :) anneniz havaların soğudunu duysa tahminimce "aman sıkı sıkı giyin bak tam hastalık havası bunlar" derdi :) bir de mobilya konusunda haklısınız :) bu arada bir emir gördüm yukarda ben de ismimi özel sanardım bak tüh :( :)))

U.T said...

Kız tuğçe bu ne dağınıklık :)) resimle kapatmaya çalışıyorsan dağınıklığı biz yemeyiz :)

Tugc said...

>emir,virtuoso<
aynen benim de ara ara sacma sapan birseyler oluyor..neyse ben anladim :) yok ben pek kedi gibi degilimdir...ama tesekkurler..:)

>sevda sozleri<
well, good to have hopes ;)

>emir bey<
ya bak gordun mu, karizma filan dagildi simdi :) tek degilmis ismin..
fotografa gelince, valla oda arkadasimin basarisi, o cekmisti.annem derdi tabi de dinleyen kim :)

>umar<
yok su anda o kadar daginik degil..fotograf cekildiginde de sadece yerde dergiler vardi :)ama cok kotu gunleri de olmustur yani..

eloise said...

bnde romantik aşk hikayelerim olsun istiyorum!!:((

---OPTiO--- said...

yazdiklarinin ücte birini zor anliyorum..ama azimliyim..bi gün hepsini anlicam :)) offf almanca off ingilizcemi mahvettinya ne diyim ben sana...
bu arada foto yine cok hos :))

Tugc said...

>eloise<
hepimize bir carpsa ondan ;)

>optio<
tesekkur ederim :) bir dile alisinca digeri karman corman oluyor genellikle, ama merak etme duzeliyor :)

---OPTiO--- said...

umarim düzelir..ama inan cok zor algiliyorum...yani anladigim yerlerin yaninda anlamadiklarimi tahmini degerlendiriyorum :)) yapicak bisey yok..yani var da...tamam tembellik yapmicam..ve ingilizce icin kollari sivicam :)) görüsürüzz...

Mr_TD said...

bu aralar herkes senin gibi sanirim,KIS mevsime girme,havalarin erkenden kararmasi,yil sonuna yaklasma,yanlizlik hisslerin iyice cosmasi,etc etc.

Gececek , gececek, yoksa cekilmez valla :)

NY da iyi eglenceler,cok yaramazlik yapma
T:D

New York Muhtari said...

aaa New York'a ruzgar gibi gelecek biri daha. Umarim guzel gecer seyahatin, bol resim ile donersin. Eger yardima ihtiyacin olursa haber ver .

Anonymous said...

two people got married in campus? phew! marriage is an old fashion today... who still believes in marriage?:P

U.T said...

İki yeşil su samurunu anımsatıyorsun bana :)))

Tugc said...

>optio<
merak etme, sadece pratik yapmaya dayali birsey..

>Mr.TD<
Yok yok, zaten sadece 2 gunlugune gidiyorum, yaramazlik yapmaya vakit bile yok...Kis havalarina gelince, valla ben cok sicagi da sevmiyorum,cok sogugu da..hep ilik olsa sadece ;)

>newyork muhtari<
tesekkur ederim teklif icin ;)

>oktay ahmed<
valla yapanlar var hala daha ;)

>umar<
o zaman sevinmeliyim, en sevdigim kitaplardan biri cunku.iltifat olarak mi almaliyim?

Anonymous said...

woo, that's pretty cute though, the marriage stuff.

U.T said...

Asılıyor demesinler şimdi ben sana bilahire söylerim :))

Tugc said...

>milky way<
hehe :) well, it s a bit awkward but if they are happy ;)

>umar<
hahah :) yok yok demezler...sen soyle..bak ben merak ettim simdi cok..

U.T said...

iltifat olarak al canım :)zevklerimiz aynı senle.

Tugc said...

>umar<
eh o zaman tesekkur ederim..ben sadece ne yonden sana iki yesil su samurunu hatirlattigimi merak etmistim.

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