I had two fishes..My first pets, which i was so excited to own, feed,watch them.. they had a small bowl, which i tried to keep clean as much as possible...those days we used to live in a town, and used to go to my grandma's apt. in the city every weekend... One of those weekends, the first weekend with my fishes, i had to leave them at home, but was careful and gave good instructions to my dad on how to feed them and not move so much and not put sth in the bowl.. i was sure they would be fine...And i come back on sunday...The fish bowl is next to the stove... fishes inside... with one difference,only.... not swimming fishes in, but floating and boiled fishes in :(
Appearently, my dad had thought they would feel so cold, and therefore had put them next to the stove.. My yelling was : "i m 5, and i know that fishes dont get hold and you dont boil them..how come you dont know, and you are a father..."
I remember not talking to my dad for a month or sth...
i thought it was completely his fault until now even, during the past 15 years..However, last week, in one of my classes the teacher said actually - most probably Statistics, i adore that professor, he has always good stories followed by good points.-
the reason why fishes die, or get sick is the changing conditions...
For example, the fishes might die when you turn the air conditioning on to hot after having left the room without AC for a while...
So maybe, my dad was not as cruel as i thought of him that one month... Or maybe we really are judging people more than necessary...maybe we really are getting lost in our norms and unchangable **supposedly stable era of ours** attitudes...
Do we? then i m just hoping that i have not executed that many...but i think i did some...
However, maybe they actually do deserve unforgiveness... sometimes...but still, i think i m not all that nice girl...
unfortunately i cannot say i dont like it at all...
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Baliklarin icin babana hissettiklerin burcunun bir ozelligi gibi gorundu bana (kisiyi nasil bilirsin, kendin gibi) :)
Senin baban icin demiyorum tabi de, bazi insanlar affedilmemeyi hak ediyorlar.
>mz<
affedilmemeyi hakedilenler bu posta dahil degil :D ama vet, onlardan da baya bi fazla var etrafta,malesef ki...
Babama gelince..o cok ayri bir konu..o daha afedilip afedilmemeli karari alinamamis olanlardan..
Durum o kadar kararsizsa tek sorumlu balik degildir herhalde. Neyse, ben benimkini affetmemeye karar verdim, icim huzura erdi.
>mz<
degil tabiki..sadece simdi dusununce komik gelen bir hikayeyle, olaylari karsilastirma calistiriyorum...Belki de insanlarin baskalarina verdigi onem, baliklara karsi degerinden geciyordur...
First of all, i dont know the past, but for now you are an nice girl ;)
And, I'm feeding birds. And also producing them. You should see their small smart family ;)
I remember when my bird died -6 years ago- my Dad told me he sent it to vet to take care. Then after a while, he brought me a bird that is so similar to the one before. I didn't believe, of course :) But I act like i believed it was the old one ;)
This is what I remember when I read your article...
>sevda sozleri<
yok, oyle kotu biri degilim tabiki..sadece boyle herkese her dakika iyi davranip gulumseyen biri degilimdir.
baban seni uzmemek istemis, ne guzel ama..
you are too a nice girl!! i mean, we all have moments where we are not as forgiving as we should be but that does not imply that we're mean people, just that sometimes we fall short...
so i will repeat it...you are nice :)
>ryan<
i dont think i wanna be nice except my close friends :D
Derin konular irdeleniyor yine :)
keske baliklar kadar hizli unutabilseydik bazi yasanmisliklari....inan anladiklarima dayanarak yaziyorum bu yorumu..anlamaya calisarak diyim..almancaya gectim geceli ingilizcem berbat ötesi..zaten iyi degildi..iyice kötü oldu...neysee....umarim affedersin bi gün , silersin...hoscakal ..
>umar<
hem komik hem derin diyelim...
>optio<
keske... ben affettim de yine de ara ara geliyor...
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