Numbness is ahead, I write to defreeze myself..

Done with Nietzsche..

Tuesday, April 18, 2006


Thank God, i m finally done writing one of my essays..
By the way i guess i m becoming such a Pink Floyd addict..I dont know how i survived today..Since i did not have any inspiration for whatsoever yesterday, so after i posted the last post, i went to get some coffee for myself, and then went to the greek theatre, laid on the grass...It was pretty cloudy, and i was thinking if one is able to see a star in all the darkness and among all the clouds..The star was gonna be metaphorical to me, sth that can prove me that there is always some light..the first light i saw was a plane..And after looking carefully, there appeared two stars..When i m sitting alone in the greek theatre looking at the sky and inside the trees, listening to music..
For a while when i was listening to "comfortably numb", i kinda shivered inside. But this time, i refused to be a coward and stayed there in the dark. And eventually the meaningless fear went away itself and got replaced with curiosity.

I had pretty much a fun night, which ended up my falling asleep on my laptop around 6, when i m writing my essay.
Drunk people are fun..this time i was not one of them, but instead i was the angel in hell as they said:D
It is time for the artificial lights to be replaced by the real sunlight..

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