Just read k.'s last post..RCNUWC N-6968,Flekke,Fjaler,NORWAY...The address of my home..The place where i feel most belonged to, without understanding why...the place where i managed to become what and who i am currently..The place that made grow up twice more in two years than the past 16 years of my whole entire life...The place that holds the best memories of my life ever, the place which taught me the real love, the place that taught me to stand up and walk and run...The place with fucked up IB programme which taught me the best bullshitting skills, the place where i found the most unique people...
Maybe that is why i want to go back to there and i do not want to go back at the same time..Because i m scared not to find it the same, which most probably i wouldnt. Same people would not be running around, smokers corner would not be filled up with same people, Finland house will not have the same people, FH 101 will not have me, IH 203 will not have me..There will not be someone who will make me wander hopelessly at 4am sometimes, the fjord will not be filled up with same people...and then i will feel even more lost...
and i will miss it even more, and i will even find it hard to dream with the new image in my mind...
but still...i want the memories back...
and here we go...i cry...i miss every single bit of it...
Dear Flekke,
You were me, you became my identity, you made a brand new world to me which is gone now...
Numbness is ahead, I write to defreeze myself..
Flekke, my non-ending story..
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Posted by Tugc at 9:23 AM
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Bende istiorum surdakı ewlerın yanından bir tane ew ormanla ic ice :(
walla super fotolar..guzel yermis Flekke...insanlari da guzelse ozlemen cok normal tabiiki..ama dedigin gibi simdi oraya geri donsen ayni tadi almamn cok zor ayni insanlar orda olmadikca...ha orda olsalar bile zor, cunku onlar senin 2 sene once biraktigin insanlar degil artik, onlar da degisti ve kendine gore bi duzenleri var sonucta....oyuzden, gecmis sonradan bakinca hep guzel gozukur...mumkun oldugunca bugunun tadini cikarmaya bakmak lazim heralde, cunku yeri gelecek ilerde bu gunleri de ozleyeceksin.....
10ur.
tugcem..dont cry :(
i know missing something / a place / someone ..hurts...
ama ne guzel ki oyle bir yer olmus hayatinda ve oyle guzel bir yeri ozleyen sansli insanlardan birisin...tugcem, dilerim bir gun butun bu ozlemlerin diner..aglamak yakismiyor sana...hadi gulumse azicik.
Tugce, hon, hold yourself, I feel the same way, especially now, since we are getting closer to a year of us begin all in different places...
Hugs and kisses to my fauvorite Turkish :)
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